6.02.2009

words that seem to disappear.

I just wrote a whole thing about how I feel.
I copied it, ctrl+C.
I pasted, ctrl+V.
And it didn't appear.
Apparently words disappear into thin air.
Maybe that's symbolic of actual words...
They are meaningless.
They are nothing.
If not backed up by the more important stuff.
Like actions.
Like love.

If my heart is deceitful above all things.
and desperately wicked.
And if I strive to follow in Jesus' footsteps
and have a heart like His...
Why can't I ever shut off my own sin-filled heart?

Why does it feel like Jesus is leading me down
this ridiculous path
and I'm sitting there
staring at it with my mouth hanging open
cuz I'm thinking
how IMPOSSIBLE it looks
for me to get through it?

Jesus... where are you?

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